All will be END tonite...

Be4 wen i din have com and cant on9,i always pray tat i can have a com and can on9...but nw gt com and can on9 everyday...i feel sian pula...haiz...i dun wan be like cant live if without com...so i wan reduce on9 reduce play com...i dun wan 2 yi lai com ne....haiz....4 those who so yi lai com de...better change le ne...dun wan face on com 2 much o...no gud 4 health de...^^...gud nite

Haiz...so long din blog already...because of sicklah...haiz....until 2day also din recover yet...haiz...2day friend wan go waterfall play...haiz....i wan follow also cant...sad ne...miss all my friend so much ne....yo...tis weekend juz can stay in room...wer also cant go,wat also cant eat juz can eat roti....so pity nia....erm....next week wan go k.l o...miss my antonia and sis nia...haha....wan fas fas go bac home eat sis cook de rice ne and play with antonia...^@^

wat the hell happen to me...whole body warm warm one...and nouse gt some water one...haiz...sick jor....haiz...sick sick sick....always sick....wtf...is tat my body so beh ki???haiz....TAK LARAT already...please dun always sick le teik khai...haiz

2day morning,after i have done all my prepare i see still gt some times,so i go c my friend blog...chung,no nid feel sad de...i believe u can de...ur hardworling i can c...u even more hardworking than me...so u must can de...and u also gt ur kai sis teach u...so u lagi boleh...haiz...later econ test already...dunno can or not..hope god will bless me ne....and...today is mom go checking day...hope doc will say tat mom nth...haiz...hope can fas fas go bac kedah ne...miss my mom and all my fellow friend...dunno hw is they all ne....^^...klah...bye...i wan go fight with econ le...haha^^...muacksss

Math Quiz finish jor...haiz...damn careless...do wrong one question....negative negative becom positive also do wrong....haiz....erm...but nvmlah...rest de still k...hehe......haiz......2moro exam econ...no read finish..die..so nw no times for me to write blog le...nite all...muackss^^

HaHa...this is the 1st times i use english write my blog...== if my english poor, pls dun laugh me ...i am learning ma...haha...sweet yee , c i use english write blog ne ...geng leh...haha gt scare dao ma?thx u o laopo...muackss...i will learn hw to write in well english and i wan improve my english 2...haha...hope we 2 can always happy like nw ....haiz....so many thing need to study...wan die le ne...but i will fight for my future de...haha...klah wan study le...gud nite all...sweetdream...muackssss...

现在是凌晨2.30..好难过的一个夜晚....我很希望我blog将来会写的是开心的事而不是伤心的事...这是我想说的...好想喝酒,想把一切痛苦都丢掉...晚安....

今天在朋友家做课业时,有个朋友她问我:'德凯,你妈发生了事,你还能那么开心哦?'这句话在我心盘绕着很久,过后我告诉了她:'其实,我也很伤心只是我不想把我的不快乐带给我身边的每个人'其实,我很希望和我做朋友的都能开开心心.我喜欢看到朋友们的笑容,当朋友有问题不开心时,我会很努力去逗他或她开心,这就是我...我不喜欢把我伤心的一面露在朋友面前,我不想我朋友被我影响...有一句话想对我一个很好很好的朋友说,maggie...昨晚,我听见肉条,说你有事,我希望你听了我这句话时能好点...不关家里发生什么事,你都应该坚强的去面对,要坚持下去...你跟我都是没有了父亲的人,所以我们会比其他人更坚强,我相信你能做到的...加油...还有我...虽然妈的报告还没出,可是如果真的不幸患上了癌症.我不懂我能不能坚持的到...我也很怕我会...我会...倒下去...所以我只能默默向上天祈祷希望那一天不会来临...我最爱的朋友们,谢谢你们一直鼓励我...给我勇气...谢谢你们...我爱你们...

夜深了,深得不听见心跳,今天是个漫长的一夜...我很感激我的朋友们,他们个个都很支持我,有你们的支持,我一定能撑下去...友情是我最可贵的宝藏,刚来金宝时,害怕自己会交不到朋友,因为我怎样说都是一个从乡下出来的...幸好,真的很有幸,上天把我放ta9,让我认识到一些很好的朋友,当我脚折到时,我的班长康哥任劳任怨的载我去医院,过后还叫我去他家住以便他能照顾我,我很感谢他真的...还有马哥,废仔,忡哥,他们真的是我最好的朋友...我想出去吃东西时,只要叫他们,他们都会来载我,坦白说真的谢谢你们...哈哈,舒恩昨天的事对不起了,我的玩笑开太过分了...大佬,我觉得很对不起你,真的对不起,让你的分数变少...包包脸几是要去唱歌哦?哈哈,嘉英谢谢你哦,我搬家时你过来帮我...棋棋来啦,dota hor...put ur house come...哈哈,还有我二 校的朋友你们怎样了?我真的好想你们!我九月回去了,到时我们在出来喝茶好吗?友情是用钱都买不到的东西,所以那些只会利用朋友的人最好改过,要不然你会后悔的...

今晚我没睡到,我不懂你还有多少东西是骗我的,我好想找个人来诉说可是都找不到因为全都睡了.跟你在一起,我一只都有压力.你的思想太负面了,难道你就不能往好的方向去想吗?我看你这样我很伤心,我能怎样?我是一个很开朗的人,我不喜欢想不开心的事.可是你就不了解我,一直说我很孩子气.如果我也跟你一样一直往负面的方向去想那我的人生一定很悲哀.今天,我发现了你你个秘密.你从来都没告诉过我.我很伤心.我不懂要怎样.我尝试去逃避不去想可是我做不到.对不起,拜托你,有什么事都告诉我好吗?我不想在这样去猜下去...我很累了...上次让你伤得那么伤.可是我还很内疚.我一直责备自己.你懂吗?你不懂...你一直都认为我是个大男人可是你错了.自从我爱上你的那一刻.我以不在是以前的我了,我们一直都会吵架...我从来都没觉得你烦我可是为什么你会觉得我烦你呢?有一天你跟我说你朋友叫你不要跟我在一起.我听了很伤心.难到我真的那么不配做你男友吗?你说你很叛逆,难到你跟我在一起也是这样吗?这几天.我都要崩溃了.妈又不懂得了什么病.昨天当妈发信息来告诉我她很痛苦.我这做孩子的真没用.妈那么痛苦可是我什么都做不到...妈的事要烦,书的事要烦.连你也要我烦.我不懂我还能撑多久...有时我真的希望有一个人能给我依靠,让我大哭一场,可是你没在我身边,所以我被逼躲在厕所一个人哭....我真的不想再烦那么多,天你可以告诉我要怎样吗?我真的很 无助...我真的想放下一切奔向一个无忧无虑的地方...我累了...我真的累了....